Feb. 5th I have my first appointment with my surgeon for top surgery. Oh man..i'm excited!

I've been thinking a lot about gender and race...

Reading and thinking and wanted to post what I am reading and thinking about:

"What I am far more aware of than ever before is not just how different my life is beucase of my gender, but also how different my life is beucase of the racialization of my gender(i.e. white man, not just man). In our desire to be recognized and valued in our chosen genders, we still have all the obligations, if not more, of socially conscious white masculinities."
-B. Noble

time....and movement

Green means GO.

"Go" means both:
1.to move or proceed forward
2.to leave a place; depart

proceed? depart? I suppose I'm somewhere in the middle. I think this means the same thing depending on your perspecitve. My feeling of being "stuck" also I suppose depends on perspective. I'm just ready to feel movement.
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Finally got my letter for top surgery.